Acidic Corrosion

If I could fly, just for one day,
I would fly from my mind, far away,
My thoughts are acid corroding my mind,
Eating away all the good things of mine,
For I am sick, twisted and disturbed,
Did I earn this? Is it deserved?
Fly away from my thoughts, please,
I've had enough of the pain, please,
Help me.
Help me. Die.
Kill off this disgusting me,
Rebuild a greater being,
Transform me into someone good,
Drown the old me in a flood,
Forever flying away from my thoughts,
Dying. Always. Never. Longing. Painfully. Ending. Forever. Gone.

Darkness Fall

It's one thing after another,
Why bother? Why bother?
An uphill struggle all the time,
Like the Salmon fish, trying to climb,
Up the river away from it all,
Constantly falling down the waterfall,
Drowning in this never ending battle,
Sinking deeper, without a paddle,
So help me please my inner strength,
Give me the tools to cause no offence,
'Cause this is what's dragging me under,
My days seem forever numbered,
I don't want this anymore,
Lights out, let darkness fall.