Me and myself

A love so sweet,
So soft and true,
How did I know,
That I would find you,
Here in this place,
My personal hell,
Trapped in my mind,
You're the only one I can tell,
For you are mine and I am yours,
Please lead me through the cellar doors,
Into the light and away from the dark,
Beating forever faster, is my heart,
But what will happen when it gives in?
Let the blood flow stop and death can begin,
A sudden death I hope to cause,
Is it mine or is it yours, I can't tell anymore,
Too much screaming around this place, find a cure? Is there such a thing as a death rattle? Or death hair ball?
Was it the pills I took that looked so sweet, colourful and free,
One after another they all went down, someone save me?
The bleach in my hand helped everything down the hole,
Then the vomiting started, you tried so hard just to hold,
But this is enough of our dying state, your words out of my mouth,
Why was I so obeying of somebody I can not see?
Where are you from? Tell me all, are you from the north or south?
Is winter coming where you are from?
Why do you only talk of me? What about your mum?
Why is your voice always in my head?
Please stop saying we're better off dead!
I love you dear, my better half,
Even though you're pulling me apart.

Untouchable?

When the city of god falls before me and chaos rules the world, she will walk out of the flames unscathed, for she is, she is. Untouchable.

Fire and Water Protects me from the Forest

I crossed the water
To see the fire
Why did I not see that I would get burnt?

Stay away from the forests
Is what they said to me
But I ran towards it, why did I get hurt?

I love the drama that I hate so much
It makes me feel like I'm loved
A hollow love is better than none?

All that was promised
Broken in a single lie
Do you think I should have ever gone?

They say history repeats itself, but
What comes around is often not
What's set in motion by myself!

FML

Fuck my life,

my dreaded life,

a curse bestowed upon me.

Born on this earth,

this dreaded curse,

why so do you adore me?

My mother said,

before she's dead,

she want's to be proud of me.

But I must confess,

The chance is less and less,

the longer I hang from this tree.

So close yet so far

We came so close to having it all
Yet so far we are from forever and more
One mistake has changed our course
Yet I'm here for you, this I've swore

I hope things work for your new life
You'll make an amazing mother
And an even better wife
All one after the other

Yet my corazón roto aches
From the pain that love creates
But the love for you, my friend
Will live forever, I hope you commend